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♥Saturday, October 31, 2009♥


Today no go mega and ECM with my gang.
Cause my dear CC can't out. I also don't want out. She need to do housework at home.
My dear, be independent la.
Don't always think maid only la. No maid won't die. -.-
Now nick, hiong ha zai, ppw, seng kia and aks..watching movie~!
I want watch that movie also la..But I miss it today. You all enjoy la.

Next week finish exam.
I sure will go out. I want Friday, Saturday and Sunday also out~!
I think is time to go out with you d. haha.
Go watch movie. ^^

And someone want birthday d.
I don't know want buy what present leh.
So fan la~! Cause a present sit infront computer keep think and think.. =.=
I can't think want buy what then I don't want buy...lalala

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Monday and Tuesday no go to school.
Cause no exam.
Can late sleep and stay at home online.
I won't touch book~!

Renee today say she maybe will go mega work Pizza..
Want follow anot ? >.<>

♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 3:26 PM

♥Friday, October 30, 2009♥


Yesterday went to ECM with my CC..accompany her go parkson ..
Holiday coming soon..I not yet find work and I no interested to work..
Mummy yesterday said can't find work then don't work..haha..
But I need money to buy something la..Tang Lai Kin, you give me duit ke ? lol

Final exam just left 3days then finish...
I just want faster holiday..
Then I can go make hair and go to Kl shopping...^^
But I don't want go wash face~!!! cause pain T_T
Arhh~!!! my face pimple pimple ~! cause sleep late and less drink water...

Tomorrow play badminton with my gang again...
After badminton mega and ecm lo~!
I want go sing k or watch movie with you all~!
I can see you again.. =p

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时间过得越来越快...时间不多了~!
我还有多少时间?
我看不到三个星期吧...
希望时间可以停下来..让我看..再看多一眼~


很多人说爱情里感情是可以培养的...
可是感觉呢?
对我来说感觉是不能培养~!
爱情是不可以勉强!是不会有结果,也不会幸福的~!
不是单方面有感觉就是可以在一起~
就算对我有多好也没有用
..因为我要的是感觉~!而不是甜言蜜语~!

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当女人的心最脆弱之时, 就是爱情最容易入侵之时.

一个心中没有秘密的女人,不会太幸福.
一个心中太多秘密的女人, 一定有痛苦.


谈恋爱不要随意从口中对对方说出承诺, 到最后做不到的只会带来伤痛, 不要到最后只有一句对不起然后离开他.

两个人相爱, 一定会有不同之处. 彼此的不同处, 往往是是安然争执的火种, 偏偏也是恋人恋爱里的有趣之处.

谈恋爱是没有课本的科目, 没有目标, 没有对和错的答案, 也不能考试.




Carmen Beloved Life.


♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 5:03 PM

♥Thursday, October 29, 2009♥


1. NAME :
Lai Kah Man
2. AGE : Sweet 16
3. AMBITIONS : See first
4. GOT HOW MANY FAMILY MEMBERS? 5
5. WHO ARE THEM? Daddy, mummy, me, 2 brothers
6. I LOVE YOU? No
7. ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF? Talkative
8. YOU HATE? No money, pimple
9. YOU LOVE? who I love ? haha
10. YOU WISH? Money come find me xD
11. WISH TO TRAVEL TO ? Somewhere that can shopping
12. GOT FALL IN LOVE BEFORE? Ya
13. GOT IN A RELATIONSHIP BEFORE? Sure
14. YOU GOT LOVE ANYONE NOW? Dunno
15. YOU EASILY GET CRY? Ya T_T
16. YOU ALWAYS SMILE ? I think so
17. YOU THINK YOU SHOULD CHANGE ANY BAD ATTITUDE? Ya
18 YOU WISH TO HANG OUT WITH? My gang and my lover
19. YOU WISH TO TRAVEL TO WHERE WITH YOUR LOVER? Paris =)
20.THE SONGS YOU LIKE ? Many lar
21. YOUR BIRTHDAY ? 18/3/1993
22. FRIENDS AND LOVER YOU WILL CHOOSE? Both
23. WILL YOU HANG OUT ALONE? Nope

*FRIENDS
1 . YOUR BEST FRIEND(S) ? Juen, CC and other
2. YOUR ENEMIES / PEOPLE WHO YOU HATE ? Don't care it
3. HAD YOU DID SOMETHING TO MAKE YOUR FRIEND(S) FELT TOUCHED ? I think so
4. WHAT'S THAT? Nick surprise on his birthday
5. YOUR FRIENDS BROKE THE PROMISE BEFORE? Ya
6. YOU LOVES YOUR FRIENDS? Sure
7. YOU WILL HELP YOUR FRIENDS WHEN THEY'RE IN SOME DIFFICULTIES ? Ya if I can
8. YOU WISH TO TRAVEL WITH YOUR FRIENDS ? Sure
9. WILL YOU HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS ? Of course will
10. WHERE YOU ALL HANG OUT ? Everywhere

*LOVER
1. YOU LOVE HIM? No
2. HIS NAME ? ...
3. HE CARES YOU ? I don't need it
4. HE LOVES YOU ? Go far far

*THE PERSON WHO PASS THIS QUESTIONS TO YOU
1. WHO PASS YOU THIS QUES ? Lucy Ng xD
2. HOW YOU KNOW HER/HIM? Same class
3. HOW LONG YOU KNOW HER / HIM ? 3 years ?
4. HER BIRTHDAY ? 14/6/1993 cheh..so easy rmb..=p
5. WHERE ARE HER NOW ? In her room
6. YOU GOT ANYTHING TO TELL HER / HIM ? Be mature la..And I want go to shopping !
7. YOU HATE HER? Very hate..haha
8. YOU LOVE HER ? I'm not les la
9. SHE NEED TO CHANGE HER ATTITUDE? Ya
10 . YOU KNOW HER WELL ? Ya.. stupid girl !

PEOPLE YOU TAGGED :
1. Juen
2. Chun Tuck
3. Renee
4. Nick
5. Janet
6. Sze Ying
7. Wiki
8. Henry


-NO 1 KNOW NO 8 ? Ya
-WHEN IS NO 3 'S BIRTHDAY ? 7/10/1993
-HOW YOU THINK BOUT NO 7 ? Cute
-WHAT'S THE GREATEST TALENT OF NO5 ? Dance ?
-YOU LOVE NO 4 ? Sure. friend love
-NO 6 KNOW NO 7 ? Think so ?
-NO 4 KNOW NO 1 ? Ya
-WHEN IS NO 4'S BIRTHDAY ? 24/9/1993



♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 12:53 AM

♥Wednesday, October 21, 2009♥


Tomorrow start exam~!
Tomorrow exam BM still ok la..not so worry...hehe
Tonight I only study la..hahas
Start abit scare d...

Arhhh~!!!!! 22/10/09 - 6/11/09..I dont want exam a~!
But two weeks exam got 2 days no exam can no need go to school... nice~!

I want go play badminton !
I want go shopping !
I want go sing k !
I want holiday !
I want party !
I want go out with my gang~!
I still got many thing want to do ~!


Good luck to my friends in final exam ~ Gambateh~! ^^

♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 3:46 PM

♥Monday, October 19, 2009♥


Time pass really fast,
Today is the 31 days, a month.
I've controling my feelings, did I done it well?
Do you still remember? I know it's just me who remember today's date.

Happy ?
Sad ?

Maybe ? My mind is blank..Feelingless..Heartless..Speechless.

Two more days will be having Final Examination, just let it come.
After exam I'm sure will be lazy to go school.

It's only a matter of time till the end of the year of school in form4. Felt that there's not enough of it but it not worth to waste the time to do for it.

35 more days will be holiday.

Everything will change more and more after 35days..But can't do anything also.
No chance to choose that you want time stop there.Time don't wait anyone.
Maybe time past fast is good for me...I can be more strong after this..
I trust myself. I know I sure can do it well.



Carmen Beloved Life.


♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 4:18 PM

♥Sunday, October 18, 2009♥


Woke up 8.30am yesterday.Too early for me..Slept la
te but wake up so early.
Lazy wake up lying on bed until 9.30am.My eye still closed
that time..
9am morning call.9.30am got morning call again
..hahas..Not bad..
10am play badminton again..play until 11somet
hing tired..
Then rest for a while..I and jia en cycle around th
ere..
After badminton..Have breakfast with my gang...

Reached home around 1pm..Rest for a while..Then prepare and went to Mega with my gang again..Here is the picture took in the car while fetching CC..


Arrive there by 2.15pm..When reach full of Malays..cause there had Digi Dance Competition..
After that go walk walk and go see somebody...He changed. I got abit shock. hahas
While waiting boys play at holiday play Initial D
, CC and me went to Deli there ate nasi lemak. =p


Around 4pm went to ECM. Want go sing k..but full ~! no room for us..So we just go only..
Then we went to shopping..Me n CC pui our gang
boys buy shirt...hehe

Fitting Room..OMG~see what he doing..hahahaha
Jie you look so tall in this picture..hahas
We also went to Body Glove...Me and CC in fitting room...

After shopping we go find Nick and AKS..They at Black Canyon eat chicken steak.
But I go BR bought ice cream..My favourite mint chocolate chips..


After ate,we still want go sing k..then we went up see got place for us ant..
Finally got room for us..we spent 2 hours in k room..

CC and me take picture again.xD

8pm finished,went to had dinner with CC's family..we ate sushi..=D

It so delicious~! yummy~! I like salmon~! ^^

Reached home by 9pm..bath d prepare go out again
..This is my 3rd round go out..Went to yam cha with other friends...After yam cha then went to ate 'lok lok'..^^
12something reach home safely~!!! yea~ Online.. That all for yesterday ..

Today 2.30pm wake up.My body pain again..cause badminton..but din like last time so pain..help ~!!! Whole day stay at home..Be guai nui..hehe


♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 4:26 PM

♥Thursday, October 15, 2009♥


Yesterday, after school I straight went home, prepare and went to CC'house.
Here is the picture while waiting CC's mum to pick me up..




But after awhile, we got a message from her mum.
Her mum is not free to pick us up to ECM..So we decided to walk by 3.30pm.

We went to sushi king to celebrate Ernest's birthday.
As we arrive, saw there're a lot of people queueing to go in, there were too many
people.

When we go in the room to eat..we saw this ..



Just they 5 people..Already eat so much..
Then I feel beh song, straight take my chopstick and start eating..And ask them take more sushi for me. I keep on grabing food to eat.

See ppw..his mouth full of sushi..
We at chit chat alot and eat at there..Suddenly salmon got d~!
Wen Han and me go rampas and take..
We two each person at least take two plate..=D
Omg~! take by CC..I am so ugly in this pic..

While It's time to pay...But when we want to pay..The worker said we must finish the food only can count each plate RM2. 7 of us felt so full, and still have to finish the sushi infront of us..


My mouth full of sushi..Wen han was behind..
What he was do ? ask me to gambateh and finish eat ? XD

We have ate more than 60 plate...yea..for me still so less la..hahas
Price was almost RM200...All of us shared the payment but Ernest paid the most.^^
After paid..We at there took photo..=p

After sushi..We went to 3rd camcop and sing k...
In k room..Take by CC.=p

We sing k for 2 hours..All crazy,sing and dance in room..lol
Luckily throat no pain after sing..xD
Finish sing..We went to toilet..




After taking picture..Is time to go back home..
CC and me walk back home again..
Luckily near ECM by CC house..xD

Ernest..I know you enjoyed a lot with us..
Cause you have many food to eat..
Wish you happy always ~ ^^


♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 11:13 PM

♥Tuesday, October 13, 2009♥


Wake up on 10.30am today, skipped school but I can't go back to sleep don't even feel tired.
But seriously, I've done it, 5days a week 3days of my own holiday skipped school. XD

It's one more week until exam, still not done any revision yet, so lazy taking out the books and read.
I know when I open up the book, is the book who look at me not me reading the book.
I gonna fall asleep again, but I know I have to study, I dont want to get bad result.
This Sunday I'll be starting my revision will be going to my dear Juen's house.
We gonna study together...^^

Tomorrow I was thinking of going for sushi for lunch,was wondering do my babi gang have transport or not.
Discussed with them in school, told CC each plate only cost RM2, so she said she wanted to go.
Albee Lai asked us to go straight after school, Albee Lai are you crazy ?
It's Impossible, I'm not gonna wear school uniform and go ECM for it...

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Talk to myself.
Don't think about it.
Don't easily get angry because of something.
Enjoy your life now.



♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 11:56 PM

♥Sunday, October 11, 2009♥


Today 9am, suppose to start play badminton with friends...
But as I wake up, 1st thing as I open my eye and look at the time...
Oppssss~!!! It's already 9.20am~! I'm late~!
But the weird part was,I did not receive any call at all,maybe they thought I'm not going...
I gave CC a call told her I'm late, and so I rush for prepare...
Arrive at the court by 9.30am, embarrassingly late for 30minit..
Promise won't be late again...=p

Yesterday slept very late, wasn't able to fall asleep...
Luckily someone, he accompany me,until I drift to my dreamworld...
Thanks ya..I sleep tightly yesterday...Muacks..^^

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Sometimes,
I'm used to being just a silent mute,
It's just the way how I used to be,
But,
Me being silent,doesn't mean I don't care,
Me being mute,doesn't mean I don't miss anyone of you.



Carmen Beloved Life.

♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 5:58 PM

♥Saturday, October 10, 2009♥


Your smile, your eyes, your voices...
All memories.. All I know everything about you I want to remember...
I will never forget it...
My feeling... My mind... My heart...
Is here... It will never lost...

For me...
My life never change.. It so still meaningful..
The feeling I never try before..I never get from other...
I just want to keep that sweet feeling in my heart...
It worth to feel it...
This is my life.. I am enjoy and happy what I have ...
I won't care about other people think what...

No matter how...
I'm still here.. I'm fine...

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Thanks my best friend, someone and my dear Juen...
You two always by my side.. Always support me...
I will hurt someone sometime.. Cause I really don't like it..
I know is wrong...
But I won't care about their feeling cause they didn't care about my feeling too..
Just will waste my time to treat some people good..Not worth at all...
Sometimes we can't know their true face..So be careful to friend with other...


♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 7:07 PM

♥Thursday, October 8, 2009♥


Monday, went to ecm with CC to buy present for Juen..

While we are choosing over the presents,we saw some nice lamp..

Purple colour..I like it much..
If got money,I sure buy it put in my room..


White colour nice also..=p
Stawberry..CC favourite..xD
We keep walk and choose.. At last we bought this for Juen as her birthday present.. Hope you like it..^^

Last night,we went to old town celebrate Juen's birthday..
Reach home by 12am..
We chat alot at there..All have fun at there..

Anyways...

Happy Birthday to Juen and Renee.
I hope you all dream come true.

And happy always. =)


♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 1:05 AM

♥Sunday, October 4, 2009♥


Today 1.15pm woke up..
When want stand up and walk..Omg...Whole body feel pain..
Cause long time din exercise d..T_T

Yesterday morning go play badminton with my gang..
After 'breakfast', online a while then sleep again..until 5pm..
feel very tired..xD

Night went to TC with my gang again..=p
At there saw many friends..
Reach there play candle and lantern..
After that walk walk and chatting..

Around 10 something.. I saw Shian again..then we go walk walk..
Suddenly saw someone infront of me...
I was felt abit shock that time...
But I just keep look like normal...
Don't care and don't think about it..

12.30am went to yam cha with my friend and juen..
Almost 2am I only reach home..
When reach home..walao..my dad not yet sleep..
Maybe he waiting his bao bei come back..hahas that me..
Luckily he din scold me..
When I reach home then he go in his room sleep.. ^^

Every year mooncake festival also go TC..
Next year moncake festival I hope can open party at house...

♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 5:16 PM